Conformation From Above!!!!

Its funny how God brings conformation’s from…I just received a conformation from a very unlikely place, you see I will be resigning by end of this year and will be in RS fulltime, so many things are happening and I know in my heart going fulltime is the right thing to do, but being human and of course me being me..So many doubts came, like I have two kids and Tom is not like the much earning guy that can support the Kids me and the group…Debts, even small things like me waking up late on holiday was an issue in my head, and yea instead of rebuking it I let it linger in ma head…and I actually got to a place of thinking I should not ask favors from God, coz HE is God and I am mere dust. So I felt like I was being so selfish and greedy.. my God i turned in such a servants mentality…I was a shell so deep that I did not know what to do….i could not come out of it and even doing my devotions I even stopped from asking God for strength…Yes I know Dumbboooo……But you know what God is truly truly amazing, in my Weakness He is my Strength…in my pain He is my Comfort…in my Sorrow He is Joy…Love You Jesus….
Last Saturday, we had a meeting like Hendry have stated below a team from India, never in my wildest dream had I ever imagined to be touched, challenged, motivated, inspired by a third World nation…never ever doubt what God can do with just simple ppl with a willing heart….everything the pastor said was a conformation, the songs his wife sang, the prayer…I thank Pst. Paul Singham for inviting us. From the start to the finish Gods anointing was so strong and I was crying like a baby, like Gods anointing broke my heart and melted it. I was crying like a kid so lost from her dad and finally found refuge in His arms….Every word was saying, “Girl, its me. I love you, come to me, I will give you rest. Babe, I am not only your Master, I am your Father that have loved you so much and will always do” tears was so not in the state of control at all…seriously my eyes were like literally leaking. And conformation upon conformation, when he spoke about their youth ministry poured in. my heart like found new peace..i know I was a dumbo..but you know what it is ok…HE has never held that against me. I love my God
And right then and there, I tell you my heart skipped a beat, coz going fulltime is what i know my passion lies in, I love doing what I do..but circumstances just brings in to much bad vibe man…and I knew What that this was the final conformation I needed…oh ya one of the toughest conformation was to see if my hubby get the peace…and before I got the total Go tom got it…..and when we told the Pastor, he was like “good, good…God bless you ayah”. (u know like with the slang and the whole package la…)
And I tell you, God is moving…even after that things are flooding in, so far now our team will be in St.Mary’s, Then Rita and Shasi (RS Mummy and Daddy) Church, Ps. Paul’s Church…are a few..lots more on the way man…everything is shifting, the atmosphere has shifted..GOD IS MOVING

“but we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be God and not of us. We are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed- always carrying about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our body.” (2 Corinthians 4:7-10)

With So much LOve ppl
Jen..RS Team