Radically Confirmed

Hey ppl,

well this is the first written blog by me, Jen, the others will blog later on...so I will be blogging bout the journey of Radically Saved, and in this blog there will be truth, no cover up about what we went thru, just truth all the pain, the hurt, the times we were so down, but it will show how God brought this group up back, its only thru His Grace we are here again, so here it starts. We started out from a life group from CCKL, but when God called us out it was hard to leave, esp. after settling in a church where you kids love so much. It was hard at first, from what it was to what RS shrunk to..... So RS (short for Radically Saved) started again with a handful of youths. At this point we only consisted of Tom, myself, Jules, Jeru, my right hand man Hendry, and my strength Kavita, the women that believed so much that pulled me up to believe even more, I must take this time to thank esp. Hendry and Kavie, these two, in the times of total hurt and unbelief, they held everything into place and backed me up all the way thru, thanks guys so much, for standing by me and holding on to the vision that God placed in our hearts. Love you all to bits...ok, getting very emo here...

So I wanna share today on the day where God pushed our Faiths, and challenged us once again to take this call up, God is amazing. the day was a Sunday, we had just visited Jules Church, it was tom, myself, Jeru, of course Jules, Deeps, my sweets Kavie, my amazing bro Hendry and the most adorable kids ever in this world, my kids....we went out had a good day out clowning in Bangsar..it was one tiring day, so we all heeded home....at home say bout 8pm, well we did not think anything much of that day and just lazed around the TV that time, it was getting late and the next day was a working day, so Deeps wanted to leave and so we all hugged the girls and just about the time Kavie and Deeps wanted to leave the house, Kavie hopped on to the piano, the way she hopped on with a wide grin on her tired looking face is something I can never forget. "let’s do a song", Kavie suggested, so we all agreed, we all held hands and prayed and started Consuming Fire, little did we even know that the part where we sang "Burn it up in our hearts Lord" the fire was literally burning in our hearts and God was fanning it more into flames....

as we sang the worship just took off, this style of worship was used to me coz this is KAv's and Tom's signature worship style, no planning, just hopping into free worship....gosh these ppl, just love them, so as we were singing one song led to another and to another, then again to another...I think we would have sang at least 8-10 songs that night and on an amazing worship...as we sang the second song, Tom spoke a word, he asked us look at our churches containing thousands of ppl, so much ppl that the churches cannot contain and need more churches...amazing, so we all started to imagine and believe that our churches will be multiplying to that many ppl, and we knew that time that the church must be ready to contain that many ppl......then God showed me a vision on a volcano erupting and the lave burning up all the impurities at the land making the soil fertile and healthy.....and I said it out and the revelation that God gave me for the vision was that RS will erupt like that and will make the land fertile and healthy for God again...amazing rite, so we all prayed, but during the worship no one said anything...I think it was for a purpose...then after we were done, my gosh you should have been there to feel the anointing that was still there so strong...it was so impactful that it touched all of us...so as we were sitting down and just soaking up the awesomeness of God...

Tom went to the kitchen to make some milk for Jess, Hendry went with him, the Sha was telling us that she saw a vision, in that vision she was in a field and in the field there was a stage and RS band was on the stage, then ppl began to fill that field and she was pushed further and further back of the field, and the stage seemed like a small ants to her and when she turned to her side there were all types off young ppl, just ppl that are diff but they were all lifting up their hand and worshiping God…these youths she felt were hurt broken youths but came together to worship God, and the youth were all like gothic and youths that you would never ever imagine that they will worship God, but tears was rushing down their eyes as they worshiped God. As she was sharing that vision with us, Tom walked pass us and stopped her and Said that Hendry just had that same vision but only ppl were knelling down and lifting hands high and worship God…so amazing, the both of them did not have the courage to say it during the worship time, but that has so has changed now….hihi…

well back to the story, so we were all amazed and at that time I realized that I must not judge anyone, I must love ( trust me I am still working on that, the Holy Spirit is working double time on me hihi) coz that evening when we were in Bangsar I saw a couple that walked pass me, the man was walking in front and the women behind, the man looked like a thug and the women timid and petite, and the women had a black eye, so obvious that the guy had punched her, at that time I looked at him, and even though he was staring at me, I looked at Kavie and Said, how does God expect us to love ppl like him ppl that punched their wife like this….and the answer came after Sha’s and Hendry’s Vision….Do not judge them, we don’t, no we will never know what the guy would have went thru that he was like that…my Gosh an immediate change just swept thru our hearts At that moment…then Kavie also said when she started the song and questioned God saying “God what has RS became to, just so small” and she felt God said there will come a time that RS will go thru this but all we have to do is to trust Him, and at that moment Tom gave His word and I spoke about the Volcano..

it was like a domino effect the whole worship session….it was so awesome, but this was just the star of the confirmation and the revelations that God had placed in our Hearts…will share more in the near future…God is amazing..This is the Start of something Radical that will be birth in this land…MALAYSIA.We are ready..We love you GOD ALMIGHTY